I went to bed last night, and as always, spent the night deeply engaged in some way too strange and way too realistic dreams, as is common during pregnancy days. In the middle of one of these dreams, the content of which I cannot remember, I had one of those "dreaming you're using the restroom because you need to pee" dreams, when all of a sudden, REAL!!! That's right. I had started, just started, to pee.
Now I'm not going to say I wet the bed, because the bed was not wet. This incident was not nearly that severe. But what I AM saying is that, whatever the mechanism is that tells you to wake up when you need to use the restroom maaaay have broken on me. I had no inclination to wake up until I had the actual physical sensation of CRAP NO I'VE STARTED TO PEE. It was terrifying. I haven't done that since I was about 7, and it freaked me out so much I couldn't fall back asleep for almost 2 more hours.
Let's get some perspective here. Yes, I went to the bathroom before going to bed. Twice. And yes, I'm pregnant. But also, the baby, who is just now becoming an embryo, is approximately 1mm long. It does not yet have legs with which to kick or use my bladder as its own personal trampoline, but by simple virtue of its existence, I have suddenly become incontinent, and by golly, I am WAY too old and WAY too young for that.
Ha. Just saw a commercial regarding "urgency". I feel ya, sista.
So needless to say, I'm terrified. Not sure if this is normal, it's certainly something I didn't have before, and I just can't imagine how much worse it may get as this pregnany... DOUBLE HA! Now Whoopi Goldberg talking about bladder leakage. And NO, oddly enough, I'm not watching WE. People who aren't working at 12:30pm must have a lot of bladder issues. Okay, back to it.... progresses. As this pregnancy progresses. I may very well be in 24/7 Depends by week 12.
Anyway, I'm sure there are tons of you who are gagging at your computer screens right now, wishing I would NOT have disclosed to the world my nighttime bladder control issues. But I've decided that since I'm not going to be losing any weight anytime soon, instead, I'm going to share every glorious and GORious detail of these baby building months.
So cheers, and hope you all feel control of all of your most important bodily functions today!